I need to get this thing fired up again. If I can handle updating Twitter, I can damn well update my LJ. Right? Right.
I am still here (on LJ), and I have been here, reading, even though I don't post. I just have no idea what to write about these days. I've been lacking inspiration to do much of anything for more than a year, and have been struggling with life in general. BUT! Things are moving forward again, my doctors are not out of ideas yet - though their ideas verge on the terrifying - and in general I'm feeling less terrible about everything. I think that things like twitter might be helping; I feel more connected to people than I have in a very long time, and I've gotten back in the habit of interacting and writing online. Twitter as therapy? I can't decide if that's ridiculous or not.
So I will try. It'll get easier, right?
Whatever, it's Dr. Pepper time.